The beauty of taking responsibility for your own choices, is that you owe nobody an explanation.
You are the author of your own life.
You get to choose when you stay in a relationship, and when it’s best to leave.
You get to choose what is good for you now, what was good for you in the past, but is not anymore, and what is and always was toxic to your spirit.
Give yourself permission to immediately leave any situation that makes you uncomfortable. You do not need to justify your choices to others. When you live true to yourself, you become acutely attuned to your spirit. Follow the gentle soft whisper of your spirit.